Sunday, May 07, 2006
About Me

- Name: Lacking Latin
- Location: United States
Few things are worth knowing. I like people- I long to mend broken hearts I see. I’ve few friends- I am much to myself. I tire of playing a role- thus, most don’t befriend me. This surprises those convinced by a façade of extroversion. I never knew my dad. My mom treats me as roommate, in her own words; to her I’m adult, needing nothing. I held hatred for most of my childhood, & then forgiveness. I have few male friends. My eyes grab the attention of many strangers; my walk is unique. I hate my passivity. I’ve learned to cry sometimes, lately, true tears; I’ve no others. I won’t trade my friends for anything. When I desire to show love, when those around me hurt- at those times it’s the hardest to do so; my spiteful running is like a bullet in the foot. It’s because I am afraid, I fear. I so desire intimacy; yet it’s so hard to show. I often fear that friends will tire of me- a fear hurtful to all. I desire a wife greatly. My greatest hope for marriage is having unending love. I do not realize that G-d’s gift, but it is. That one that would love me, that one I would love… I’m dissecting myself literarily; an anatomist of the soul, seeking to be the surgeon of the dying heart.
Previous Posts
- The desire/need doctrine of motivation.
- Politik
- I read on someone's blog today, the following stat...
The profile above was originally much longer, but 1200 characters with spaces is a tight limit. My speech and writing style was altered to fit into the fewest possible spaces, also.
Below are my personal Pandora Radio stations. 'Winston Post Wine' is a collage station, with wide variations of my personal music choice. 'Panic at the disco' is just a rock/alt station tailored to my flavor. 'Guitar Radio' Is an instrumental/techno/piano station, again suiting my personal preferences. clicking on any of them will open a browser with the radio station playing. NOTE: Pandora is not perfect; just because it's playing does not mean I like it.



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